floodlights

the title has nothing to do with this post.

I am no longer able to go home on the weekends because I got a lot of stuff to do here.
friday TC is playing in NYC which I definitly have to go to. also that night is liz's birthday.

I HAVE to go. I feel bad because she moved the party because I was away last weekend with TC. Why did she do that? I mean it's great, but I didn't think it meant that much to her.

I feel like a jerk because last year on her birthday I treated her like shit because of certain reasons. Bah. Now I am torn. Not to mention I havent even seen my SBU friends because I am constantly doing homework but not really.