Wednesday, January 21, 2009

A Look Back

This break...was AWESOME.
I got so much accomplished. Within the first like three days (almost right after XMAS) I went out with TC and had some road trip fun - then came back and celebrated the rest of the holidays with my closest friends.
As a recap, I spent a lot of time going out, partying, and being close with people I have known for years. I have also rekindled some friendships that I really do cherish.
I also realized some things about people I had been close with as well. I also lost money on some shows, but gained some elsewhere.
It's had its ups and downs - but now its time to move on back to SBU. I have mixed feelings, and it seems that most college kids I have talked to feel the same way.
A lot of my friends are graduating this year, and it has just hit me now that I am one of the only ones that are still going to be in school for a whole year more. That is pretty depressing. I am also afraid of how I am going to act at school this year.
I was hoping to go out with TC a lot, at least for Feb, but I realize it might not work out. I am going to be doing a lot of RA things, and a lot of school work for my 300+ level classes - especially Journalism.
I think this blog will become a more ventilator for my thoughts soon - like more emotional then personal feelings. IF that makes sense.

I feel accomplished, though, for what this break was.
I have started thescenelife.com with Chris.
I have started a new band with Dave (more info on that soon!)
I have booked a couple of shows.
I have given TC shows almost every weekend.
And, most importantly I am beginning to realize my emotions.

So all in all, if I was to be graded I did an A(-) job on this break. I can't wait until Spring Break.

I am just looking forward toward the summer plans 8-)

2 comments:

Oh This Kid said...

A+ on the TC stuff. We owe you big time and when the time comes and the means are available we'll give back everything we can!

Stevie Beavie said...

reading your last post...fuck you. blogs are fun. i love you tons though. dont be overwhelmed!