It's been a couple

It has been a couple of crazy nights (and days, when I am awake in time..) that is why I haven't posted. Of course, my blog followers missed me so they beg me to post. So here it goes.

Yesterday was the big day for the band. I was so glad to be a part of it and watch them play on that stage at Highline in front of all those people. It was a great experience. We didn't sell that much in merch - but neither did anyone else. I actually had to use that tax thing for the club, I was proud that I did it correctly. I got home late last night and passed out on the ride home almost. Thanks Jay!

Today MTV peoples were here all day for the start of the filming for the show. I can't talk about it - but it was fun and exciting. Tomorrow will be a long day.

I realized some interesting things today, about people's attitudes and personality. Frankly I am confused, but that's fine. Things are starting to fall into place in my life and I am actually pretty happy with it, for the most part.
I am still confused with a lot of my personal emotions that I have been feeling.
Also, going back to school is going to be hard and interesting because I need to balance the band and school a lot. Especially through February. I don't know how I will do it - but I have to make choices which weekends to go, and which to not. Even though I'd love to go to all of them. But I have RA and other priorities still until they get that full time thing going.

Oh - it is freezing outside by the way. Like, death.
If I don't die of frostbite or something I'll post again later, or tomorrow.