I'm bad

I haven't updated in this. I'm falling into a trap. SHAME ON ME.

I got back to school today from my recent weekend home. I had my birthday party on Friday. It was interesting. I got to see a lot of people, deal with shit. Good times. But I appreciate everyone that came out and had a good time. I have some of the best friends in the worldddd. <3

Saturday I bummed around with Lenny and we did some errands, then went to the Ale House. that was fun I got to see a bunch of other friends I haven't seen. Afterwards Lenny left and I got to hangout with someone I don't get to see often and it was nice :-). I also watched the most unfunny episode of Fresh Prince of Bell Air. It was on the BET network. I think their commercials were very racist - there were hardly any white people!

I am back here at school though, and I have just been sitting playing on the computer, listening to music.

My birthday is in two days. It doesn't feel like it...at all. I don't know what it is. Maybe when Tuesday comes around things will be different. But for real, I don't know. Things are different for me this year.

I need the school year to be over. Its really getting in the way of all the things I love and care about. I also am probably half-assing a lot of the work. I have fallen into a trap that I cannot get out of. Sucks.

BTW - first show next Sunday for my band:
www.myspace.com/thepromiserock

I am so excited...and nervous.