Hrm

I am not sure.

Everything is going okay - I have been the most stressed I have ever been this week. I really wanted to let loose this weekend. Thursday was certainly a good day to do so - but I got way too drunk.
I pretty much felt like crap all day. I had the strangest night tonight - lots of walking and just chillin. Cops everywhere. Pretty crazy though.

Now here I am, once again..alone. I am listening to some music, which certainly calms me down. But with the whole relaxing thing I wanted to do this weekend I wish I could do with someone.

There are just too many obstacles.

I am really psyched to be playing again. We actually just planned a four day tour April 5th-9th. Random, but I can't wait to play out again. Its been so long. I don't even care if there are a ton of people there. If there is someone - that is good enough for me. I think this could really do well.

Soon enough TC will be back up and running again. Might get stressful. We shall see. I still gotta plan their tour. Or at least part of it. But they haven't been around in one place so its hard to start it without them knowing whats up. When I put my all - I need to complete it. I got a lot of things going for the summer. And it feels like its just right around the corner. I'm pretty pumped.

My mind is just all over the place. Sometimes I feel like I am going to break. Things are normal, but just I'm not sure.