Relax...I'm still alive.

So I guess I haven't posted in about three whole months.
A lot can happen in a day let alone three months. I don't even know where to begin.
I've wanted to start writing again for a little while, but haven't had the chance.
For those of you that know me - I get my feet wet in a lot of things.
I have the band I manage/book for, I'm in two bands, I run a booking company, I started a music website, I am a senior at SBU, I have an internship twice a week and when I am lucky I can see some friends.

I've been thinking a lot recently - especially since school is coming to an end very soon. I've always had the idea that school is the back-up plan to my life. I hope that is the case. But I am involved in so much, I am afraid I can't give a full 100% in one thing in particular. I don't work well when focused on one thing - but am I really reaching full potential doing so much?

I guess there is no real way to answer that question. But I am going to be re-evaluating what I am involved in and somehow condense and change things.

Even with this blog. I used to tell people to visit it. Then I started dobslovearmy.com ---> but now that is kind of dormant since I haven't been out with TC in a while. I still like to update with cool little things, but it really is hard to keep up. Also - who cares what I think? I guess that is the point, I type what I feel. Or post what entertains me. Then people can read it if they find it and if they like it they can comment.

Hrm. I listen to a lot of music, obviously, but I always feel like I listen to the save like seven albums on my iTunes - even though I have 5000+ songs on my iPod, and over 13,000 on my iTunes. Nothing really catches my ear anymore. Or perhaps I have heard so much shitty music it doesn't make me feel like I used to. I need more nights to just listen to some music, stare at the sky and so on.

I just finished watching Adventurland. It took like, three hours because I downloaded a copy that ended early then I couldn't download the codec for it to play. But aside from that tech mumbo-jumbo, it was a really nice movie.

I find that I am really aiming to watch a lot more movies that are similar in style. They are love stories, but there is this coming-of-age type feel to them. The same thing with books. OH YEAH - I read now. But I have been really into these books that have this like, theme to them. I guess I like to try and relate things to my life. Or realize what could have, or should have been.