Memories

Well its been a long time since I have updated this and that sucks. Anyway, I am actually in 403 right now and I decided to update.

We were just talking about the first memories that we each remember. Prof Baldwin was asking us what it was like to look at our mother's faces for the first time. Truthfully I don't remember and no one does. I was thinking back to our first memories. I remember things especially when I look at old pictures it brings me back.

This is actually giving me a want to look at old pictures to bring back these memories. It's fascinating because we can get back any memory by using something to trigger it. I actually will grab some things at home to help experience this.

One of the memories that is most important was when I was living in Queens and eventually moving out to Levittown in Long Island. I remember living in houses that were super close to each other, attending a pre-kidnergarden class over there. Weird enough we moved out and my pre-K teacher moved in our old apartment which was actually on top of my grandmother's house. Basically anytime I would go back to visit my Grandma and Grandpa - which was almost every weekend until my Grandmother's passing when I was 15 - I would talk with my ex-teacher.

I have been having a lot of dreams in regards to my grandma's house. I am fascinated by these dreams that I have been having. I really hope to focus on some dream books and figure out a way to remember some of these dreams. I need to find out what is true and what is false. It is no doubt that some of the memories in my dreams are actually true when I don't really remember them. I want to find someone that will help me trigger these memories.

Mainly, because, I cherish them.

Confusing

So my schedule - is going to get super hectic all of a sudden.

I am not looking forward to it - and I am in the same way.

I had a really nice weekend, and today was really nice also.

I am very happy with where the rest of my life is at right now. School is just about to get in the way, though. :-/